A day of cleaning and self reflection

I am a crazy list maker.  When I can make a list, I do - because the feeling of scratching something off of it makes me feel so wonderful.  I make lists of the lists that I need to make.  When I was in college I would write down things that I need to do on my way to class, along with my schedule, and I would cross of things that I did at different times.

Well today I have a big list.  We are still cleaning up from new years - we have a HUGE party this year, and 2008/2009 party was no exception.  We are also trying to get our lives in order so we can start to follow and step in line with our resolutions.  It is currently 11:46 and I have completed 3 things on my list... look for jobs, shower, and create the calendar for this month and the first half of Feb.

At this point - I have not hit up the chocolate - and my main goal for today is to not touch it.  The past few days I have been so good, up until noon - in which case I immediately jump for the chocolate sitting on the dining room table that is still left over from the new years party.  Yes, I know it shouldn't be there, but I feel that I should at least be able to walk by it on a rare occasion, knowing that it is there, and still not attack it like the clones to Obi Wan... at least, I think that they attacked him... 

I am off to grocery shop and get a bunch of fun stuff done, I wish all of you a happy new year - and will write about my chocolate progress this evening!